You're not SUPERMAN you know..

YOU DO TOO MUCH, YOU'RE NOT SUPERMAN YOU KNOW...

Sooooo i've been hearing from a lot of males lately about the fact that they are sick of the "independent woman" thing going on... AND although I often like to self proclaim my self an independent woman... i can't help but agree with some of there arguments... Now now.. some males are just upset because the independent woman revolutions is overpowering their chauvinistic actions and ways BUT some have good arguments and i will support them and add my own..

I think that woman do a lot, and put a lot of pressure upon themselves to be what they believe is perfect. Now with this new added revolution of the independent woman they have brought this level of perfection to new heighten levels. and this stress is bringing on a whole new meaning to the "angry black woman" because not only is she angry at the males, but now she is angry because she is not reaching the goals she set so high for her self. Sometimes females, my self included, need to just let everything be... Like sometimes guys want to cater us and be the "male" that they've been taught to be, and by us being the independent woman, we sometimes push theses actions, positive actions away... we are then left with there negative actions.. and thus.. angry again.. Men need to have someone dependent upon them.. they thrive off of that... As a man, to define themselves they feel they need to protect and supply... when we as female become so overly independent we do not let males have the opportunity to protect and supply... Also really though! really!!!! We need men... okay now you guys(well girlss) probably are mad at me. YES we can survive without them BUT God made us in a pair. MAN AND WOMAN.. what better example do you need. if God himself realized the need of companionship of the opposite sex then whyy not take his word???

I don't know...

I'm an independent woman... i can survive on my own... i can do what i want how i want without a guy by my side... BUT i can't help but realize the need for a significant male partner in my life...

any thoughts???

peaceeee

Quotee timeee : Then the LORD God formed a woman from the rib that he had taken from the man. He brought her to the man. The man said, "This is now bone of my bones and flesh of my flesh. She will be named [woman] because she was taken from man."

Genisis 2:22-23

Screaming NO NO NO NONOOOOO

About 95% of the nights I lie down and go to sleep, wake up knowing I had a wonderful dream about someone I hate. And MISS that feeling of that person's presence. Of that person's smell. Of that persons touch. Everything the dream bring forth. And I think about all the wonderful times. All the times we've laughed. All the times we've shared breath. All the times we've kissed. ALL the good time. But then, how it ended. How it ALL fell down. How it was ALL gone. How AFTER it was gone I was punched while I was down... That pain will NEVER EVER let my forgive that person.

But hey... I ask myself, WHY do you let this person get to you like this. And I daydream and class about why I do this. And it is because, I have never ever ever shared myself with someone like I did her. I have never been that happy. I have never worked so hard for anything like I worked to keep a smile on her face while sacrificing SOO much. I was SOO faithful. I was hers.I was OWNED, and she was mine... for a bit. (what drama)

Hmm. These song can kinda capture my feelings...

202s and HeartFake

202s and Heartfake... A Mixtape By Jasmin Walters

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Track Listing:
1. Intro
2. Fall In Love With Me
3. No Refunds
4. Spring Break Interlude
5. Summer Girl
6. Since You've Been Away
7. Harmony Catastrophe
8. Nose Candy
9. My Story
10. This Is The Life
11. Lay Your Hands On Me
12. Heartbreaks Interlude
Bonus: Hey Tiffany

Sorry there were some uploading issues on a few... like.. Nose Candy but... they still works so.. lol...
Big ups J.Rocwell for the beats!!
ENJOY GUYS!

Ex-Factor

Okay, so Sunday night I found out that my ex of two years, indeed, was cheating on me... and he's still with the mistress...

i wana know who she is..but then again, I shouldnt really care. He's dirty for that shit... jus cuz i wouldnt give him some pune any longer... bcuz i was tryna be closer to my Lord and Savior, he turns around and gets it from elsewhere...

hmmmp...

silly SOB... i knew it all along tho... all the nights he'd call me late, and get off the fone at the SAME time EVERY NIGHT!!? Silly fool, im not stupid...or am I... am i stupid for believing him when he said he was being true?

I was torn between tellin him off and just leting it sit..

I told him off... I told him how i was no dummy and how i knew, and how immature he was for steppin outside of the relationship. <<<- in short...

so he claims that his feelings for me changed b4 i decided not to have sex with him... that may be the case... but, when that happened, iight... he got that one... but still HE'S the one that was changin, not me

I guess when I got to college we jus grew apart... so what... we both knew it was gunna happen, we want totally different things for our lives....

but must he have stepped out side of the relationship? like do u know where i am? IM AT HOWARD!!!!!!!!!!! do u know how many... iight, thats not the point, the past is the past... i know that there is something to learn from this, but so far i only think that its to make me even more paranoid...

He has made me SOOOOOOO mad tho, like y does he still hold the power to royally pyss me off? I dont get it? like at this point in time, if i died, i wouldnt want him at my funeral... like... i dont wana HATE him or be SPITEFULL towards him... and i dont want my cousin goin bak to jail for whoppin his ass either... but right now... i feel ALL of the above... like i wana ride or die right now... i can rfeally inderstand bus the windows out yo car now... if he had a car... id be right there wit a bat...

Its time to ride or die... like... he has truely pyssed me off... i dont ever wana hear from him again... like.. i THOUGHT that he could be the one that i could have a friendship with... but i see that i was WRONG in thinking that...

I cant believe i waisted 2 years on his ass... well i dont really think it was a waiste... God puts ppl in ur life for a reason... im still tryna figure out y he put that fool in mine... i know i learned some crucial lessons, but im not ready to admit them to myself yet... oh well... i know this is really immature of me to say at this point in my 18 years and 9 months of living...but

I hope she gives him the clap..and some more stuff... and i hope it burns wen he pees... and i hope his balls fall off...

i know im wrong... like thats really wrong... i know... but right now...its how i feel... ill appologize for it next week....

yeah...i couldnt find the real video...all the embed thingys were disabled... sorry loves...

HAHA...he said im immature... cuz i said i was guna cut him up for txting "duces"

i dont care.... i told him that im GOOD with where im at for my age... and that he needs to get okay with him self... then attempt to come for me... which could never happen... PHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

prototype.

yup, i'm at it again...
jk this ones real.

Did you miss out on my last video blogs?
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Video Blog 1
Video Blog 2
Video Blog 3

About a week or so after...

Yea, one more, like other mornings, I was on my way to skool. Still kinda hurting from my break up. But this was the morning after a snow, so I brought my camera to make a video of the parking lot of my skool. And so uh, I get to skool and shit waiting to see if it was open or not, and I was playing around in the frozen parking lot. When I got home, I piece together this video to reflect what was kinda on my mind. So yea. Check it.






Thanks for watching this ish.

pathetic.

Let me explain....
actually there's no explanation.
this video is A MESS.

enjoy.
and LAUGH at how BAD it is.