birthday sex.

SEXY.

AWWREADY!

If you're bored I got something you can do...
PLAY THESE
I promise you'll get a good laugh...

Hopped Up Off the Dick - SF Feat. JaZz0 and Khlorizzle
Move If U Wanna - JaZz0 Feat. SF and Khlorizzle

will i lose my dignity...

So the auditions for so you think you can dance are on thursday and I'm deciding whether or not I should audition. Then I sit here and think... what do I have to lose?
Play this as you read....


well, honestly i have my pride, my confidence, my belief in myself to lose. rejection is a bitch and i just don't know if i want to face that right now.

before i went to college, i was really into theatre, i wanted to pursue theatre in college so for a few of the schools i applied to, i went to audition for their theatre programs...
going into this auditions... of course i was nervous... i mean where i went to college was going to depend on how i did in that short five minute audition... i remember sitting in the waiting room at fordham, observing the other students around me, telling myself hmph you're better than her, you're better than him, you got this. And i did really well... until I went to the callback room and had to do it again in front of the people that actually mattered. i froze.
the words just didn't come to me. i felt horrible and still had to do my second monologue.. before i even began the first line i had already given up.

I tend to do that, give up on myself in auditions. i swear i can read peoples facial expressions and if i don't think they like me, i just... give up. i know, it's a problem.. you're supposed to give your all in auditions.

that's what i'm going to try to do.

my dance teacher told me to do this years ago. and my boyfriend wants me to do it for him. and i WANT to do it. I'm going to do it. I'm just scared...

Because I don't want to freeze like I did at my Fordham audition. And this isn't like my six flags audition, where i messed up and still got the job because of my personality because here... there are going to be good dancers from all over boston.. ugh... i just don't know..

dont fuck with his kitchen.

yea, there's so much wrong in this video, from the lyrics (an array of 4-6 letter words) to presentation. however play it about 4 times and i guarantee you'll say "GUCCI!!!" lol (its old but never released)... enjoy

admire...

Erybady listen to my latest cover
Knock You Down - SpAzZoJaZz0, SF, and Khlorizzle


We ain't as good as tweets daughter tho...

hata.

Why won't black women will never accept black men dating white women??
The Answer

..see you in my nightmares

Big bday shout out to my girl Cassie from PaperCartel.com!

Anyway, my nightmares are at it again... this one was just weird. Read on!:

It was 3 days before the beginning of exams and I just entered the library to study. There were two asian girls sitting at a seat off the diagonal of mine. I couldn't remember where I knew them from. It'd wreck my brain if I didn't figure it out so I thought long and hard about it.
That's when it hit me.
These two girls posted a video response to one of my videos on youtube. They were so rude! They were ridiculing black people, telling me they hated me, telling me that I knew nothing about asian culture and flicking me off. I was furious that these girls were students at my school and I really wanted to know what I did to them to piss them off so bad.
I decided to walk over there and ask. They must have recognized me too because I swear I heard one of them whisper, "shh she's coming". I just pretended like I didn't hear them.
"You two are the ones that sent me that rude ass video on youtube" the bold one responded, "yeah and?"
"AND what the hell did I do to y'all for you to send me that?"
The quieter one tried to tell me sorry but the bold one cut her off and said, "You think it's funny to make fun of our culture? Well we don't! So we had to show you what it felt like. You got what you deserved, spazzojazzo"
"Wait when did I make fun of your culture?"

"Where do you think you got that peace sign pose from??"
I laughed. These chicks couldn't be serious! They really were mad at me for posing with peace signs in my pictures and videos. I told them I got it from sailor moon and walked away.

The rest of the night I spent studying my butt off but something about these two girls still bothered me. I stayed in the library til three a.m. knowing I had a long uphill walk back to my dorm. And I was carrying madd bags.
On my way back to my dorm, a friend of mine with a car drove by and offered me a ride. I said yes, but I only arrived in the parking lot to find the same two asian girls in the parking lot. I discussed how asians try to steal the african american culture anyway (junko) and that we are even (even if my pose is from sailor moon). I proceeded to tell them about their selves and got my ass whooped. No further details.

This is Junko