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saturday morning slash friday night
staring at the ceiling
aftermath of a fight
maybe I.. maybe I over reacted
or maybe I'm bein over dramatic
but even if I am, he's spose to be my man
he's spose to understand
and adapt
instead as I collapse
he breathes soo easy...
as my tear ducks release every complaint
he rests soo easy...
while I cant even begin to force my eye lids faint
he sleeps soo easy...
without a worry, without a care
without even acknowledging that I'm not there
he lies, content next to an empty space
as I lie in sorrow next to a vision of his face
he..
will..
be..
fine.
I won't even get the privelage of a memory in his mind.
so many to replace me, so many more to come.
I lack all significance I was just another one..
but maybe I was dumb.
maybe I ask for way too much
to be respected, acknowledged, payed attention to and such
and maybe I'm the clown
to actually be interested in him, his past, and things he's going
through now
maybe I.. maybe I deserve more
maybe he isn't capable of giving me what I'm asking for...

Question,
Do you guys think this is finished or does it need somethin else?
Can you guys think of a good title?
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10 things I hate about... fashion

Muffin tops


Could it be the way the excess skin hangs over the overly tightened belt?
Or maybe it's the decade old baby gap shirt rising from hip to midrif...
I don't know what it is but Muffin tops are a no-no.
Problem Solver:
Loosen the belt.
Buy Bigger shirts
Gold's Gym.

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BAPE hoodies

Not only is the BAPE hoodie alone a mass disarray of color clashing confusion
but the guys who wear them wear them ten sizes too big as well.
this creates uncurable migranes and cross-eyed-ness.
I feel like ugly guys wear these to distract the ladies from their feo faces.
BUWAAHAHAHAHA
Problem Solver:
Pea coats!
Plainer Pattern.
Or you could always take it back to THERMALS!

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Talking Shoes

I already dont like feet [or Reeboks btw]
But it's a bigger problem when I can see your feet,
in a shoe, that is not a flip flop, sandal, croc, jelli, etc.
The ongoing seperation of the shoe's toe from it's sole
is just as distracting as a stain on a shirt
Problem Solver:
Dont walk so hard, its not that serious
The obvious - new shoes
Buy a better brand, so that you'll WANT to take care of them
[i know you ladies take GOOD care of them Uggz]

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FUR COATS

I don't mind a little fur in or on the hood.
and some fur coats are subtle.
But when you go as far as blue and pink fur.
and those really BIG fur coats..
..you've gone too far.
Fur coats are like BAPE hoodies..
Used to distract the ladies from dudes feo faces.
Problem Solver:
stay inside.
wear LAYERS to be warm
or the oh-so-awesome North Face.

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Nike Penny Foamposites

See I love Nike.
But i just felt like seeing every single guy
with the royal blue pair of foamposites was nauseating (sp?)
Why so blue? Have you ever seen iRobot?
I feel like this shoe design was made with
Robots in consideration..
...or clowns
Problem Solver:
Grab some flip flops/sandals
[like every other guy these days]
Step ya sneaka game up.
Dunk it.

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Visible Cellulite

Like if you're rotund, it's cool!
Just, be aware of it and
DON'T try to wear what everyone else wears.
Visible Cellulite is just as bad as
visible crotch wrinkles on an elderly person.
Problem Solver:
Stairs.
Capri's
One piece swim suits
[which are coming back btw, i mean not this one.. but they are i promise]

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Sweaters - Cosby, Coogi or anything Argyle

If you guys didn't know, argyles like
that pattern with the diamond slash triangle type thing goin for it.
Either way, Coogi sweaters look like inside out disaster
Cosby sweaters are like vomit art
and argyle is as bad as plaid.
Problem Solver:
Plainer Patterns
Thermals.
Ask Grandma, politely, to stop knitting for you.

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Denim and/or Corduroy Overalls

Unless you want to be in the industrial field
or going for the Janey Briggs look
[anyone know what movie im referencing? bonus points if u guess!]
Dont do overalls.
I see stylists tryina get creative and have the skirts and the shorts
and thats cool
...i guess
but just promise me,
you wont wear DENIM or CORDUROY overalls.
Problem Solver:
jeans and suspenders?
no, thats just as bad
I dont know how to fix this one guys..
Cuz i dont know the purpose of these
for painters? idk.
These are kinda cute tho..

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Clashing Colors

Just wearing..
Brown shirts with Black leggings or
Pink and Red together or
Black pants and Navy blue shirts or
Faded black and real black..
Just.. don't.
Problem Solver:
Don't dress in the dark.
Ask a friend.
Or if you're gonna mismatch,
mismatch with confidence and
take bigger risks..

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Boys... shorts? capris? pants?

sorry so small.
it was either this or a character from the SIMs so..
yeah what the hell do you call these?
shorts? capris? or pants??
i dont even know.
but what their purpose like..
was it not hot enough for you to wear shorts,
but not cold enough for full length jeans?
or do you guys just find the ankle breeze pleasing?
And then they just make it worse with
those suuuper long white tees.. uggh. gross
Problem Solver:
Shorts.
Pants.
Style
How's this for style..
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Something Extra:
this is the
The Baggy Tight Pant

What do you guys think of these?

I say hell no.

Aubrey O-Day and More...

BIIG BIG BIG UPS
TO MY GIRL
BCOLES
FOR WRITING THIS BLOG
FOR ME,
IN REGARDS TO
THE BCMBDT
Heres a preview:

Is it really okay for people to penalize you for expressing yourself?

If its really that much of a problem maybe when Jasmin tried to quit she should've let her... i mean maybe that was obvious clue #1 to tell your ass that she ain't happy with the team. Or maybe i dunno, if it bothered her so much, why don't she actually listen to the thoughts and suggestions of her team....not just treat the team as though its an Authoritarian society...no good.... but anyways, I just thought id voice my opinion on the situation.

Oh and to the girl that was talking bout her behind her back.... Shut the fuck up! Jasmin is a better dancer and 9 times outa 10 a better person than you'll ever be. HA!

Wanna read more?
CLICK HERE

ANYway
I never knew why Diddy was so hard on her. then i saw THIS!!

not the picture guys... the link.

Pretty much, she's a hoe.

More celeb stuff
two new videos you MUST see
Kanye's Love Lockdown
and
Usher's Trading Places

one I hate
one I love
watch them and guess..









Can you guess which one I actually liked?

I loved Usher's..
Kanye's saddened me
He could have done SO MUCH MORE
and those that know me
KNOW I could have come up
with a GREAT video for it..
siigghhhh
oh well..


I discovered a new site

Stuff white people Like!
pahahaha

Professional Snow-MO-biler

FUnNy..
People that dont know me, and dont know what I'm about are reading this blog..
Before you come at anything I say..
Read the introduction
please
Here it is.

Now for a blog.

So apparently, my posts about Boston College Dance Team are like illegal or some shit. And because I wrote them, i got kicked off [YAY!] So I'ma delete them cuz I'm not THAT bad of a person. It doesn't mean my views are ANY different though, in fact, I think worse about the girls on the team NOW than I did before. OOOOOOO! Got a new blog topic out of it, think I'll call it.. Snitches? but thanks for all the comments and it's GREAT to know I finally have HATERS of the blog. That means I'm making progress. I had more readers than I thought I did. Let's talk about Sarah Palin.
Everything you need to know about Sarah...



Now, see her in action...



Good shit. Man, Sarah Palin is a dumbass.
Even Matt Damon thinks so..



What are we gonna do guys? Vote for obama.

OH SHIT!
Diddy's scared tooo!



oh shit!
no black people in alaska?
no crackheads in alaska?

he got the black alaska ppl angry!


so he apologized..

but that ones boring so im not posting it.
pc.

Courage To Know

Today, just like every Thursday, my "Courage To Know" class went on a
tour. Courage to know is an all Freshman class that is only offered
first semester that kind of takes off on it's own curriculum. In my
class we read short stories, and personality analyzations and relate
them to our life in a 3-5 page paper due each Tuesday but on
Thursdays... we tour anywhere from the classic libraries to the theatre.
Last week we toured the library which was extremely boring, the week
before that it was the theatre which was boring only because I had
already toured there, the week before that it was the historical halls
of Boston College (which was actually kinda interesting, I'm NOT gonna
lie)
Today we toured my campus' own Lynch School of Education. The Campus
Schoot tends to kids from ages 3-21 with severe disabilities. The
technology they have for them is astonishing. You can operate a computer
and control a mouse using just head movement. The majority of the
students can't speak and have very limited motor skills but they have a
staff:student ration of 2:1 aiding them. There are some major success
stories but you could tell that the employees and volunteers feel
rewarded by the most minimal progress. All I know is the Campus School
really touched my heart. I got more out of this class today then I have
since it begun. I think I'm gonna give it a chance. I do plan on
volunteering there as soon as I can.
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Freshman.

Educate me Upperclassmen.

Fellas, like honestly, what do you see when you look at a Freshman
girl?
Can you to have a genuine liking for her or does being a Freshman hang
over her head?
Is it possible?
For a guy, that's older to look at me and after getting to know me, want
to be with me?
Even though I'm a Freshman.

Ladies, has it happened to you?
Were you treated wrong by older guys when you were Freshman?
Or did you find that it didn't quite matter and people were mature
enough to get past it?
Do you think you were even ready or capable of something serious with an
older guy as a Freshman?
Is it possible?

Would you guys suggest limiting myself to the Freshman Class?
Hmm.
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For you guys...

I just want to take this space to thank the people that actually read AND COMMENT on my blog. I love you guys...
First and foremost, my inspiration and good friend InternetGoon.

http://www.internetgoon.blogspot.com
check it out!
annnd
B.Coles, Jermaine, Anya, Mexican, YouKnow, Tris, JuJu, and yes, even Joseph.

I love making people laugh and this [below] is what I like to see/hear.

A lot of you have hit me up on FB or in person SAYING you read it but hey... If you want a shout out I need a comment. Love you guys... I do this for you.