..::it's a new day

if you didn't watch President Obama being sworn in.. you're a butt nugget
..and you're even worse if you didn't cry.

this song just.. motivates me
yesterday BC had like a MLK/Obama celebration and a guy sung this song with a choir from school.. and it was AMAZING..

i GOT TO transfer...

So can i open this by saying i was highly upset at C-SPAN yesterday..
playin all those black versions of patriotic songs...
would they be doin that if the pres wasn't black??
and when they moved to the coverage in baltimore...
the whole crowd was jumpin... listenin to some club music...
but as soon as they realized they were live.. they switched to some country shit...
[i don't have to tell you that the crowd ceased]...
SPEAKING OF RACISM.

I had my first encounter of racism on BC's campus last night.
Me and my girls were leavin this party in the seniors dorms when a friend of ours [black male athlete] asked us to go to the Mods with him... the mods are like senior houses.. 21+..throw big party places... I'd never been... and i mean i had never seen and black people in the mods... aside from the black male athletes..
but we went... why is another story... check out my other blog for those kind of stories lol..
so we walk in... drunk white people.. off beat on tables.. a few black male athletes.. and us... so our friend walked around sayin hi to people and what not.. and we just chilled.. posted... then this blonde rihanna bob white chick comes up to us and says
"sorry you guys have to leave. we don't have alcohol. we're not allowed to have parties. i'm sorry but you guys are gonna have to leave"
i looked at her like she was drunk and dumb and i'm sittin dere like.. we not tryina drink... you got all these people in here already, loud ass music.. the fuck we gon do?? oh yeah... these three black girls posted on the wall are really gonna get the party out of control...
so i went to our friend and told him that this B was tryina kick us out etc...
he went over to her and was all "i start on the football team.. etc etc.."
and she was like " i didn't say anything about you it's just i can't have a lot of people"
and he was like "it's only four people.. and they aren't even tryina drink"
and she was like "people attract people.. if more people come more people will come after them"
and he was just tellin her that wasn't the case
[by this time my two girls had left already]
by the end of the convo she said we could stay
but our friend was just like fuck it.. "i'm not gonna stay where i'm not wanted"..
shit was whack anyway...

yall know i had to re-up on that joint... priceless..

new mixtape

Another joint from my girl Ambrial who brought you the Love Underground Mixtape.. you will need WinRar so... get it.

About the mixtape:
Dont let the "im sorry mama" eyes fool you! Its like that sour patch kids commercial. This might look like a cute little "aww look at the little explosion" mixtape. No. This shit will kill you or leave you lookin like two face.. Maybe not really but prepare yourselves. Tap a nap first.
And this is perfect (along with everybody elses.. "im on my 09 shit").. the my alternative for drastic changes, that im probably never gonna make. more MUSIC. . but i will say this for the 09 " if i dont feel it i dont fuck with it" (8thw1).. and along with that.. maybe a blog? hmm.

Soo. Now this tape is more of a dedication to people that i need to meet more of (dreamers, nerds, rebels,farmers, snowmen, intellectuals, tea drinkers, spies, herbalist, thugs, painters, teachers, outkast, musicians, blacksmiths.. watever).. I need more inspiration to build my empire. -Ambrial

TRACKisis

1. Dert - - Funky New World
2. Dorian Concept - - Stay Fly Remix ft. Three 6 Mafia <3>Cop it.

been gone for a minit...

i know i know...u miss me...
this is guna be short as a mug too! 2 things i wana discuss...
1) The other night i was at a party and this girl was freakin this boy sumin' serious...wait...whats that bright light on her face... o its a fone. SHES TEXTING WHILE FREAKIN!!!! da ffffffk....i was tryna figure out how much coordination u gotta have to stay on beat and concentrate on texting...nut thats not the important part...i wonder how the boy felt...i guess as long as he was getin it in he aint care... but i mean dang...thats like doin math homework while havin sex! okay i syced it...but still...get it together... and it wasnt jus a answer like an okay, no, hol up, or NE thing like that...homegirl was havin a full blown convorsation! but anywhoo... NEXT
2) Is thinking a curse word the same as saying it?

Thanks Yall!

FOCUS

Writing, journals, stories, poems,

Painting, drawing, coloring, learning,

Piano, clarinet, acting, singing,

Talking, reading, books, novels,

The Bible, school, grades, shopping,

Music, football, field hockey, food,

Running, basketball, gymnastics, Sox,

TV, boys, dance, tap, jazz, ballet, and hip-hop?

No?

God, Life, Love, and Happiness.

In the end isn’t that all that really matters?

Because

Everyday I’m trying something new

In my mind I’m perplexed, bamboozled, straight up confused

Can’t seem to figure out what exactly I want to do.

What will make me happy? What do I love? What’s my passion?

I’m forever and consistently for never being consistent with

Anything I do.

I’m living life in a constant ADHD

Why. Does. Life. Hate. Me.

It’s. Making. Me. Hate. Me.

‘Cause I just can’t focus.

I can’t focus and all I want to do is be happy.

I’m told to try new things to find my passion,

True happiness.

And I did try,

I did.

And I found a momentary joy

A momentary high

Living on cloud nine

Ecstasy and bliss

I’d be loving it.

But, a high only last for so long.

Then I’m back here.

Trying something new

Again.

For now, forever, and for always

I’ll be doing this

Focus.

Is this important?

Should I focus on this and that?

Am I wasting my time focusing on the unimportant?

When I should just be focusing on,

God, Life, Love, and Happiness

What’s my passion?

I wish I could tell you.

Because I’d tell you if I knew.

I’ll tell you this though,

Stop living your life in this constant

Delirious delusion and illusion of life,

And focus.

Ummmm... some one asked me what my passion was... this is the result of that question..

peaceee

qoute it uppp: "live for today.. laugh often... love always"

whats ya name?

...yeah baby, whats ya numbaaaa.



yessuhh, yessuhh.

i'm back again boys and girls to write my second official article. what shall the topic be this time you ask!?

BAGGING.

bagging.."booking"...GETTING SOMEBODYS NUMBER pretty much. and no, i dont mean getting a good friends number because you lost your phone or something..i mean getting holla'd at & giving them your number & vice versa for boys.

This is something that just about everybodyyy has to deal with. I mean going to parties, going to bars, going to clubs, shit..just walking down the street you might meet somebody, strike up a conversation, and the next thing you know your asking for their number/ giving out your number.

I mean, this is how relations are started, right? You meet somebody out somewhere, begin talking on the phone/texting or whatever, then start seeing each other in person and the next thing you know your tied down...right? or wrong? Does randomly meeting people & beginning to talk to them ever ACTUALLY lead to successful relationships? Or are the most successful relationships the ones that begin as actual friendships and then evolve? [please comment & respond]

For me personally, 2 of my 3 relationships were based of randomly meeting people, talking a little, exchanging numbers and then going on from there..and the other one was like a best friend turned boyrfriend. So, i guess i've been on the extremes of the spectrum, lol...but then again, currently i'm technically single and confused.

But lets get back to what i ACTUALLY wanted to talk about lol...

so let's say it's done. you've bagged/ have been bagged. THEN WHAT?! when do you begin texting? when do you begin calling?

I, personally, say ASAP. Now, I don't mean like as soon as they walk away, lol...but like later that night or the next day. This is because when I meet somebody and like them enough to actually give them my number, I wanna start talking to them almost immediately. I wanna learn more about them, what they like, what they don't, hobbies..u know, all that stuff while their picture is fresh in my mind. At most maybe 2 days later. Maybe i'm just impatient, but by the third or fourth day I've alredy kinda given up and shrugged them off.

But more important than the timing of the first text/call is the content of it. I mean, texting is pretty straightforward and easy to manage..but at the same time, any first conversation can run dry quickly. I mean, if you've already covered the basics like age, school, hobbies & shit when you first met..what the hell is there to talk about? The first guy I ended up dating through bagging called me the night I gave him my number (I met him at dunkin donuts that afternoon...lol) and somehow we ended up talking for like at least 2 hours...it was pretty much smooth sailing from there. The other had taken the VERY safe route and facebooked me first, and actually gave me HIS number...I texted him first, we started texting, and THEN after a while began to call.

My advice for the first phone call would be to start talking to them as if youve known them for awhile. you know, joke around..tell them something funny that had happened to you earlier..whatever it takes. Becuase as i've learned all too recently, it only takes about 4-5 minutes of dry& awkward conversation to convince you that the cutie you met a few days ago aint all that...and i feel that for most guys the time limit is even shorter.



ARRRIGHT, so to tie this baby together imma spit you a few songs.



aiight, this is pretty self explanatory & exactly what im talkin' about. it's usher bagging a chick...yummm.



Nobodys Home - Avril Lavigne

THIS, on the other hand has nothing to do with what i'm talking about. most people hear "skater boi" and "girlfriend" and absolutely dismiss avril lavigne. but with this song & other songs such as "with you" she's actually had some pretty powerful stuff...and recently i've been listening to a lot more of her old stuff & Pink's old stuff...it's good.

&& lastly


Universal Mind Control feat. Pharrell Official Music Video - Common

...because it's amazing & i can't get it outta my head.

AIIGHT, peace son son.

<33333 mellow yellow.

main joint...

Word:
sin·gle
Pronunciation:
\ˈsiŋ-gəl\
Function:
adjective
Definition:
1 a: not married b: of or relating to celibacy

Single is such a vague term nowadays.I mean like, growing up it always meant Hey are you single?? 'no I'm not in a relationship' and 'yeah, you have a chance to become that relationship that i'm not in right now'.It's not like we were thinkina bout marriage back then. But now there are so many effin exceptions to the rule.

I have come up with a few classifications of the single man. There's the single and not ready to mingle anytime soon, there's the single just so i can say i am, and there's the actually single..

ActuallySingle is the guy that will approach you and genuinely want something from you. Whether it's to fuck or actually get to know you better. Thing about these dudes is... some are good for you and some are bad. Just because they're actually single doesn't mean they're looking not to be. Girls get that effed up. Some ActuallySingle dudes are lookin for a girl and some aren't. These guys are single by definition.. no strings attached.

Single(So I Can Say I Am) might just be the worst single guy out there. These are the guys that are technically single but really they got this main joint that might as well be their girlfriend. These dudes aren't in a relationship because either... there's distance between him and her, she doesn't want to commit, or just so he can say he is single when he is at the club and meets YOU yet he has no intention of getting very far.

SingleNoMingle is the guy that just got out of a long term relationship and doesn't want to have a girl friend anytime soon .yadda yadda yahhh you've heard it before. this is the guy that is hurt.. and is morphing into a woman-usin asshole. the good thing about the SingleNoMingle guys is you can try to save him and be there for him in his time of need and all that gooshy stuff... be patient... he'll come around and become ActuallySingle.

"here we go yo, here we go yo, so what so what so what's the scenario"

Scenario 1:

I met a Single(So I Can Say I Am) at the club last week. Ok.. ok... I know! Red flag... I met a guy at the club whatever... I'm over it. ANYWAY, I met him at the club.. we danced, exchanged numbers, been textin' it up, you know gettin' to know each other through eGame... but then I did some research.. [via FaceBook of course] and this dude has a main joint. Like chick has been aroun for yeeeaaarrrrssss... [yes i did some hardcore investigatin] and she still is.. he has yet to mention her though but i mean i understand that cuz he's still feelin me out. But does this mean I have no chance from the jump?

Scenario 2:

Me and another Single(So I Can Say I Am) accidently fell into each others lips at this party but we were like just good friends. But after that night we realized that I mean whoa we could have feelings for each other. When we sobered down and discussed it a few days later, he told me about how technically he was single but he ain't gon lie to me... he's been seriously 'talking' to this girl for a while now.. [i'm guessin' this is one of those joints where the chick don wanna commit] but he still wanted to talk to me and see where it could go.
Uhm.... false.
I wasn't about to agree to be the other woman! are you kidding me??!!? And in my mind, he was puttin limitations on where we could go from the jump so... what was the point? Was it possible that he was gettin' sick of her and I coulda been that straw to break the camels back?

SO those are our scenarios. Advice greatly appreciated and shit.

WHOLE TIME
I'm just tryina be somebodys main joint.
All I'm tryina do
is be somebodys main boo..
All I'm tryina be
is somebodys main squeeze
can i get an Amen?!?
Y'all don't hear me..

Adapted from JazzyBooBoo's Blog: Boys, Dogs and Men