Today's Observations

[they're actually from yesterday but it was a long night]
Yesterday I had a lot of contemplative time. I was on the T for an extremely long time, trekking to Cambridge, MA only to have to turn around and come right back.. <-That's a blog in itself. Anywho, I made a few observations while I was out.

The first is, homeless people stink a lot. I'm sick and I can't smell most scents or taste most food but the stench of this man almost threw me onto the tracks. Seriously like, it was a problem. To add to it, his entire ass was hangin out of his pants.. (maybe that's where the stench came from)

I also came across some interesting people on the train.. I had a seat from the jump because BC is the end of the line.. So when it started getting crowded everyone was above me, u know? Well as it gets crowded this short, hairy faced, Hispanic dude, looked about 22, he like dodged traffic and jumped hurdles to stand over in my little area. No lie. So I turn my body outward so that people won't like.. think we're together cuz he was real close and he was like holding the bar that was over my head and I was just.. uncomfortable.. To make it worse, he starts singing! Not humming a tune but like legit belting whatever was in his headphones. And to drag more attention to himself, his phone starts ringing all loudly but he can't hear it because he has headphones in AND he's singing and I was just upset. So, I read. Yes, I'm one of those losers that read on the T.

What else did i see? Hmm. Oh yeah! I realize that those fitted caps, new era, etcc... they are so misleading. You will think a guy looks sooo goood and as soon as he takes off his hat his forehead is 5 inches higher than you expected, or his hair line is extremely wide or he has a widow's peak.. and then you're disappointed. SO ladies, before you get in too deep with a guy make sure you've seen him without his hat. Something I've noticed about life in general is that 'i don't want to be in a relationship right now' crap is bullhair.
Yes, bullhair.
truth is whether or not someone says they want a relationship, when they find that special someone that they can't pass up on, their mind will change. Point blank. So if you're at that inbetween stage with someone, where you want a relationship but they 'don't want a relationship right now' for whatever reason, forget about them. Either letting them go will make them chase you and realize that they like.. want you.. or this will save you from a long line of disappointment and misery.
Cuz most of the time, even if it's subconscious, the reason they don't want a relationship is because you're not the full package, or not enough of the package to change their mind. They still have a wandering eye that they aren't willing to turn to you, they aren't willing to give up their right to search. But if you are in this situation, don't force anythingg.. Cuz that's how people end up cheating on people.

today i was watching akeelah and the bee and... it brought me back to Jett Jackson days. I just want to put out a PSA... if anyone knows Lee Thompson Young or anyone that looks just like him... Please put me on. Because even tho I 'don't want a relationship right now' I'd drop that.. for him.

siiiigh....

Granny's E-mails [the third]

If you've never read Granny's Emails before.. here's a link to the last one.
This email is pretty self explainatory. Enjoy.

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That song is from Hairspray if you wondered why it was so familiar.

idk about this vid..how do you say whack in the most non disrespectful way lol




The speech was entirely too long so if you didn't have a chance to read it before I read it... well... thats just... tough...

Courage to Know [the fourth]

Today's thursday and by now, I really HOPE my readers know what that means. If not, you know there's always a link for you here. Today we went to St.Mary's hall which is where the Jesuits live on the campus. Jesuits are really strong people they just get sent all over the place for the greater mission it's crazy. On top of that they take a vow of celibacy, poverty, and obedience. They can't get married, have sex, or kids. They can't own anything. They have to go to like their leader person for like allowances. And they live almost in like a dorm like us.. But I don't have enough information to write an entire blog about this so I'm going to take this on a total different turn.. And head to a subject for the grown and sexy =]

For the Grown and Sexy [the second]

A few nights ago me and the ladies had a late night get together type thing. And you know how minds get when it’s late… our discussion got pretty juicy… I brought up the point that I want a guy to get me in the mood.
I mean I have no problem getting myself in the mood, and candles and flowers and all that romantic stuff is dandy.. but what if a guy could make you want it anytime anyplace no matter the surroundings… You wouldn’t even have to mentally prepare yourself to be in the mood. With this dude, don't want to have a choice… I call him Mr.Erogenous.

Here are some tips for the rest of you mediocre males.


An erogenous zone is an area of the human body that has heightened sensitivity and stimulation of which normally results in sexual response[better known as your 'spot'] Depending on the individual, this could include any and all areas of the body, but the majority of men and women have common erogenous zones. The male and female genitalia can also be declared as an erogenous zone but for this particular article I’ll be focusing more on areas that are not directly connected to or not within the reproductive system. There will be illustrations to help you identify further the area described. And yes, these zones apply to both men and women.

Scalp-
It is an area good for petting someone; but besides that, it contains nerve endings that are sensitive to sensual stimulation. Brush the hair or the scalp with your fingers. Not advisable for those with flakes but you’re always free to try.
I personally love when a guy puts his fingers through my hair like J.Holiday lol. I love head massages or just when a guy is playing with my hair. I also like holding the back of a guys head or rubbing his head. I don’t know if guys actually like it or not lol

Ears-
Bundles of nerve endings are in and around the ears, making them ultra-sensitive to your touch. Use the pads of your index finger and thumb to massage the outer ears with slow, firm movements. Gently squeeze the earlobes. Explore the area behind the ear with your lips and tongue, and then exhale deeply but gently while you keep nibbling. Avoid the ears with severe “otitis” related infections.

I personally love doing this [and I hear I’m pretty good at it] But I dislike it when it’s done to me.. Hmm. Idk why. I feel like some people blow too hard and aren’t gentle with it.. Sometimes I even hold my breath while doing it. It’s like.. people that can’t whisper.

Neck-
This might be a hot spot for everybody. The reason: the neck is sensitive to gentle and firm pressure applied to it. Kissing, caressing, and a little nibbling on the neck are potentially powerful in terms of stimulating your partner. Sucking blood, on the other hand, will land you in jail, unless you’re a vampire.Not just any part of the neck, but the BACK of the neck. Starting in the hollow part behind her ear, try to just barely brush the surface of her skin with your breath before initiating light contact. The goal is to try to keep the touch light enough to be noticed, but not so light that it starts to tickle. Kissing is always a plus, but remember to measure her state of euphoria based on how deep she is breathing.

I feel like in middle school when we talked about 'spots' everyone said their neck and everyone assumed neck. I know for me, my neck was never like my main spot. But now, some guys do a very good job with it.

Breasts-
I know its another obvious zone, but try to avoid going immediately to the nipples. The whole breast area is sensitive from the bottom of the neck so start nibbling or touching her collar bone. Start by making small circles and gradually spread them out until you cup your hand gently under her breasts. The nipples should be your eventual destination, not the first. Women get wetter when you play with their breasts at the right moment. Men like it when women caress their chests and compliment how hard or tough it is. For men it’s more psychological when the chest area is concerned. Of course, there’s a part of stimulation there when we talk about nerves. But for the women, it’s really sensual stimulation we are talking about. The real target here is the nipple area but it can’t be really stimulating unless your partner is really turned-on. Touch the breast softly, then lift your hand away for a moment, and then continue. That allows your partner to have the important moment of anticipation. Stick to indirect stimulation of the nipples until they become aroused (hard). That’s the time when you start playing with the nipples with your hands or your mouth. Nipples and the areola are rich in nerve endings in both men and women.

I personally hate it when guys go straight for the nipples like… wha da?! And I get more out of watching his facial expressions then the actual act. And a lotta ya’ll take the word ‘nibble’ as bite and get out of control with it. I can honestly say I know like.. ONE guy that does this correctly. Got your pen and pad? Cuz ya’ll should be taking notes.

The Back-
Usually, it’s not that arousing but it’s enjoyable especially if you start massaging. Besides the pleasure of light and firm pressure on it, it also releases tension. It could even help with arousal, by increasing blood flow and engorgement in the pelvic area. It never hurts to throw in a few kisses there as well.

What? Not that arousing? I get aroused via back all the time! Kidding. But it feels hella good tho.

Stomach Area-
This is the area around the navel down to the pubic region. The thin dermis and minimal tissue in the area results in closely set nerve networks. Massaging this area can be ticklish for some; but once arousal reaches critical, massaging it can be extremely pleasurable.
Ribs - Not the entire rib cage, but the area closer to the breasts. Press gently and follow the lines of her ribs to- wards her breasts, but stop short of her actual breasts. You can use your tongue, fingers, or even the tip of your nose. If you want to add a little spice, try it with ice in your mouth.
Navel - This is another one of those love/hate zones. Find out if this tickles her fancy before you try it. If she's into it; use anything from your tongue to a strawberry. Don't make me explain the fruit...

LOVE IT! And I think I speak for all ladies when I say that. Like the lower waist is a big one… and like the side of the body.. Yeah… sigh.

The Buttocks-
As our butts are comprised of thick skin, muscles, and sometimes fat, stimulating it takes more pressure. They are less sensitive but intensely arousing when you know how to deal with them. They need stronger stimulation - try holding, kneading, patting or smacking. In all positions, the muscular movements of coitus stimulate the buttocks. Increase the pleasure by holding the buttocks tightly during intercourse.

In other words, smack dat ass. Pahahahaah.

Legs-
Inner thighs are always a great place to turn your partner on, as they don’t get touched much during every day life. Whether it is touching, kissing, licking, or nibbling, virtually everything you do around this area will be highly arousing. This and the stomach area can be used to approach the genitals during stimulation. It can also be used to tease your partner by trying to avoid his/her hot spot leaving them wanting for more. It sounds obvious, but don't just use her thighs as an expressway to her genitals. Spend some serious time caressing the inside of her legs and tease her by stopp- ing just short of the mark. The thighs are one of your best choices for massage oils or lotions.
Back of the Knees - Women know enough to put perfume back here so make sure you take the time to notice. Its also a very ticklish spot for some, so you would do better to kiss her gently and work her way to the inside of her thighs.

Inner thighs… Ahhh yes. That’s a good one. I doubt this is a unisex erogenous zone because I couldn’t see myself groping any guys inner thigh. It’d be a little strange. Don’t cha think?

Fingers and Toes
They're a lot more sensitive than you might think and for whatever reason, a relatively large area in the brain receives sensation for them. Lightly kissing or passionately sucking them, especially combined with the sensations you're causing in the genitals, can be incredibly erotic.If you want to start slow, caress her toes while giving her a foot massage and work between. I don't know any woman who would turn down a foot massage, so your chances of playing footsie look pretty good.

I used to think toe sucking was gross til this guy did an amazing job. I wouldn’t suck nobody’s toes though. And he said he only did it cuz I have nice feet but I’m pretty sure my toes weren’t the first he’d sucked. He also gave a really really good foot massage. If you guys would get over your effin foot fear you could be providing some ladies with some good ish.

Lips-
Men and women love kissing. You might not know it but the lips have network of sensitive nerves capable of arousing you when stimulated. The tongue and the cavity inside the mouth are also as sensitive. That’s the reason why French-kissing is such a fun activity to indulge in. Beware of bad breaths.

I love kissing... SOME people. It's weird because some people aren't bad kissers they just kiss differently. Some people like a lotta tung, some people only like a little bit, some people like a lotta lip and no tung at all. I mean I can work with any style but I have a style that I prefer. And when the guy I'm kissing has the same style, it just makes it so much more enjoyable =]

Here's a little funny for you.

Flatter Me, Baby.

Gossip.
It's a funny thing really.

"i bet you think this blog is about you, bout you, don't you"

Some people talk shit because they got their feelings hurt, Some talk
shit because they're insecure, Some because they actually have a genuine
dislike for someone but for others...
it's because deep down inside, they still like that person and they're
salted and needy.
Let's gossip about those people right quick.

I have a genuine dislike for them. Lol.
Especially when they're talking about me. I wish they would just come
out and be honest with themselves like. Gossiping about the person is NOT
gonna get them back, not gonna make them pay you any mind.. MATTER FACT
they'll probably grow more hate for you in this process... What did you
expect to get out of it?
I know it's like the human nature thing to do, you're hurt so you want
them to look like the bad guy to everyone else as well as you but deep
inside you'd hop in their arms in a split second. Why deny it? Why cause
drama?
Here are some rules.. if you're gonna gossip like that, don't deny what
you say... man up to it.. Get a journal or a counselor or get in touch
with ur emotions and be honest about your shit.. shit!

Saying stuff like
"Don't start thinking u shit..cuz u aint..aint no body finna talk about
u like u hot shit"
or
"No.. wth? dnt flatter yaself"
does nothing but flatter me, baby...
Because YOU were the one talking about ME. You are the one denying it to
MY face.
YOU are the one contradicting yourself.. talking about me yet telling me
no one is talking about me like I'm hot shit... hmmm...

Think About It, sweetheart.

Oh and for those that are wondering where this is coming from yes this
article was derived from a real live event lil and those were direct
quotes.
Pahahha, clowns.

Little somethin' to set the mood..

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Today's Tunes with Leah and Jasmin!!

Look out for more tunes from Leah and Jasmin next week!!

MY NEW FAV. SONG!

"you ain't gotta take ya panties off just move em to the side"
This song is called I Like to Fuck by Hot Rod Feat. Tila Tequila and B.Dozer

"pretty bitch lights on ugly bitch lights off"
you HAVE to see the lyrics... like... they say 'Chaka Khan' and 'Michael Jackson' in the background... it's CRAYYYZEE... don't you hate when dumb songs have great beats??
"suckin on my titties so milky"
WOW
but on a more serious note...
this is my new favorite song/artist
his voice is UHH-mazing

Good Change. Bad Change.

Both unfamiliar with our surroundings, we tip toe through love land's
unknown. we were anxious to explore, yet cautiously avoiding routes of temptation
and lust.. attempting to lengthen our connection's innocence..
we proceed with caution into each other's lives.

as if "fragile, handle with care" was projected from my eyes, he gently lifts me above my doubts,
allowing him to receive the benefit of it.

destination unknown.

I smile, gazing above at the possiblities til a glimpse of reality shoots across the sky.
Leaning in to taste his promises I suddenly pull back.
Illegitimate concerns and fear enter my veins, spreading to the vessels of my heart.
"Put me down" I asked,
"Where did you think you were taking me? You're trying to take advantage
of my vulnerability, you see that I'm naive." though this was only my worries taking over me.
So I escaped back to the familiarity, structure, and repitition of pre-Love Land's life.
Fearing change of location.
Comfortable in my current being yet oblivious to opportunities outside of it.
Settling for okay, afraid extraordinary is non-existent.

He desires to search the land for change, for something less mechanic than the usual.
I tell him to continue his journey but he refuses to depart alone.
I tell him to find another co-pilot but he insists...

I must leave with him.

Now familiar with the prelude of our surroundings we walk a little less cautiously.
Taking one or two shortcuts down roads of infatuation and passion.
We return to the main road, attempting to regain our connection's innocence,
realizing we can never get it back.
now we're forced to proceed with a different form of caution
including contraceptives and control.
the "fragile, handle with care" fades to black as a new scene begins titled
"hurt me".
He lifts me above my doubts with his lies, allowing him to receive the best of me.
I smile again, gazing above at hollow possibilities til a glimpse of reality shoots across the sky.
I ignore the signs and lean in to taste his promises.
Legitimate concerns and fear didn't even brush my skin.
"Never put me down" I asked.
Giving him an open door to drop me, take advantage of my vulnerabilty.
Blinded by mislabeled love I blocked everything else out.
He was becoming my familiarity, structure, and repitition
and i feared change of location.
Comfortable with my current being yet oblivious to opportunities outside of him.
Settling for him, thinking there's nothing better.
Until the day he desires to search the land for change,
for something less mechanic than me.
I tell him I will go with him but he refuses to take me with him.
I tell him I'm the perfect co-pilot but he insists...

I must be left behind.

I fell from a high place into hologramic arms.
Leaving me landed, alone and bruised.


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